So gutted as we all are. My heart goes out to Marks beloved wife Pauline and son Daniel and all his family .
the last message I wrote to Mark still sat in my message box on my phone dated 4th march , undelivered ! John (therebel ) was on holiday when I messaged him to enquire if he knew marks actual home address, as I only knew the street he lived near, he'd always been to my home and collected me for gigs! So I didn't actually know where he was ! Cheri was desperate to know how He was, and his last words to me when I asked if he wanted me to pic him up and take him to Manchester was ( his words ) " I'm f#ck*d deb ! I ain't going to make it " but he was looking forward to the Albert hall in June ! So I didn't take it Gospel
I guess it wasn't meant to be, to see mark one last time as he neared his time . We'd spoke , but the texts had stopped coming in.
So many memories come flooding in ! As I write , I can hear his voice and can hear his laughter.
I'm a strong believer that our path in life takes us on a journey to a final destination ! Throughout our life we learn many many lessons , born of flesh and blood housed in a body of bones Powered by an amazing pump we know as the heart , our spirit or soul ! our core being ! Is another matter ! It lives and breaths ! learns , develops through out , till our journeys end !
I can not believe ! Do not believe it could ever be the end . Has to be the beginning ! our destination . I'm sure Mark has all the qualities to see him through to all eternity .
I've a faith ! I know He will never be forgotten by those who crossed his path or walked along side it with him , for how ever a short a time or distance.
You could be sad ! Or you could rejoice that he touched your life .
Smile the way mark would want to be remembered by. Laughter and Happiness . That's what he bought into our lives . He always made me smile. And that's what I'm keeping of mark . What he gave to many along his journey . Smiles and laughter . Side splitting laughter at times. And a kindness. Totally Unconditional .
I need to believe ! Have to believe . He's only slipped out of that body that didn't work anymore . Hopefully having a peaceful rest after that fight for life he endured over the last year. Rest assured he'll never leave his family or true friends . he's all around us . He's everywhere, He stays. Forever .
RIP dear friend.
Till we meet again .
The funeral !
Rather the Celebration of Marks life will be on the 26th march at stopsley crematorium luton at 3.15 Those who can not be there I'm sure will take a quite moment in time ( anytime ) to recall mark
And be with him in spirit.
God bless him.