Listened in to Jools Holland , ( tipped of ! Reminded, by phone call ) ah sometimes that irritating caller, one you don't want to answer , can be so welcome after all ! Bless them.....
Anyway! I never intended to miss it , but the isolation I put myself in , keeps me from much these days, but as God is my witness Steve Harley 's has to be , and has always been, my very own private messenger ! My lighthouse '
And so the Stranger comes to town , well he may well of been just that , in 73! but by 74 right through to this pressent hour , he's been like my best'est ever mate, the one dear friend who's always been around filling me with words of wisdom ! And words of wonder ! ( failure is on the inside ! bit of timeless flight kicked in there
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ANYWAY !
He who never fails to make me smile, and even cry at times , the one who never lets me down , was paying me a visit ! Over the airways ! That the volcanic dust has failed to sabotage !
Waiting for him, I caught Jools digging out something from his Demo corner ! Aretha franklin's Raggedy Ann ! From 64 on CBS records and wished I'd got my old LP of her “ The first twelve sides “ on CD ! She was something like ! 15 on them track's voice to die for! Clear as a bell ! Classic, it wont be long ! Was a song She sings on it , she declares “ here I stand, by the railway track, waiting for my baby ! He's a coming back ! Coming back to me ! On the 503 ! And it wont be long! No no , No it wont be long !
I missed most of the first song faith and virtue ! So I was gutted , because some person in the same room as I , kept talking , bloody chat chat, chat chat chat bloody chat chat chat ! Chank chank chank , bloody chank ! I'm like ! shhhh shhhhh SHHH shut up ! STFU yeah the jazz café in Camden quote comes to mind !Bloody noise! Some people have no respect !!!! I so wanted to listen to the lyrics! I could hear the band, ! locked on to the beat of drums and violin, up-tempo reminded me of promises ! but faith and virtue I wanted !
Anyway ! seeing s I was in another's house , and It was their television program I'd turned off to listen to the radio , maybe I was a bit out of order ! ? or was I ?
hmm anyway, I could swim in acid rain for all they cared ! Yet after she'd noticed the whites of my eyes and the steam coming from my ears ! The Bull in me ! I think she realised she'd best shut up ! And she did ! Sort of ! Ah ! So that was a protest song ! that was faith and virtue !
She continued to talk over most of the chat between Mr Holland and Mr H! Until! I threw her a look that said , if you don't shut that hole in your face !!!! she knew full well this was my hero ! She was supposed to be my friend ! by this time we were in to Bob Dylan's positively 4th street , I started smiling ! How apt ! I said oi ! Take note lady !
How I wish, that for just one day , you could step in side my shoes !
Then I was taken back to a hot sunny Sunday afternoon back in 75 listening sat to the radio on the front lawn of my front garden, where I grew up with Steve Harley , I remember the programme being on just after lunch and it was my top 12 ? or was it 10 ? anyway ! it was on radio one ! And Steve chose positively 4th street as one of them ! Way back then, I'm sure it was in one of the top 3 ! along side theTroggs Wild thing ! And I remember he had an Ella Fitzgerald song then too, sure it was something like pick in pack in mama or something ! But anyway ! I remember I had to go out in the garden with me tranny to listen in peace and quite , Sundays was family day so a house full . No chance of hearing him talk about his choice of songs ( not a lot changes then ) I did have a tape of it somewhere , but I guess some one probably taped over it , my sister !
By the time Bob Dylan had finished , I come back reluctant to 2010 back into chatter box's living room, ( see told ya , not a lot changes ) and a stranger comes to town plays , made me sit and stare ! He sings like Bruce Springsteen , yet the violin takes you away to classic FM and you could be listening to pachelbell's cannon ! I know ! You can be in a room amongst thousand and feel quie alone, or a room with just one chatterbox, and still feel alone, listening to this song I did not feel so alone ! The violin helping me along as Harley's voice walks me slowly down this road I'm on !,just to remind me love has let me down !
But Daniel Johnston's song True Love will find you in the end , reduced me to tears, huge tears big enough to drown in, I hear the voice, saying Don't be sad ! I know you will ! Don't give up ! Coz True love will find you in the end ! ( really ? Are you sure ? ) And you'll find out who was your friend ! ( Yeah ! Not this chatterbox ) and then me little ears pricked up as that sax kicked in ! WOW a SAX And a huge smile beamed across my face ! Wow ! How cool was that ! A SAX , And I suddenly switched from the words of the song that was gutting me to the drum's and the tinkling piano behind the voice , a voice I can listen too and know I should never doubt !
And then he had to play Ella Fitzgerald , ( back to the garden , sat alone on my own ) the strings on the that song and her beautiful voice, singing them words ! “ Every time we say goodbye “reduced me to tears again, , yes indeed I die a little ! Every time ! The orchestra , string section, wind section, her voice, can not fail to pull at your heart strings ! Guaranteed to make a sad girl cry , but then Mr H's voice picks me of the floor and carries me again as he sings this old man! I hear the violin loud and clear ! And the piano , and the slowed down back beat of the military timeing of the drum in the background behind the violin and piano as he slowly says goodbye ! To this old man and the end to this show! I'm so glad I didn't miss it !
As God is my witness ! Steve Harley is surely my lighthouse ! The messenger in my darkness ! And he's coming a town
on tour ! Again
Soon , near you , near me , just like he always did all them years ago,
and guess who's going to be there for him? As long as that volcanic ash don t settle too close
we'll be fine . En-sharla ! ( god willing )
cant wait till I get my hands on that new CD, I feel like I did when I was waiting for Timeless flight to come in to Diamond stylist the record shop up station road in Harpenden, where I pr- ordered all my Steve Harley and Cockney Rebels records , had to have them on the day of release.